Amy Adams, six-time Oscar nominee, knows exactly what that feels like. In a new People interview, she opened up about what she calls her “closet crying” era as a new mom.

The upcoming black comedy, which was adapted from Rachel Yoder's novel of the same name, features Amy as a painter who puts her career on hold to be a stay-at-home mom. The overwhelming demands of motherhood transform her mentally, emotionally, and ultimately physically.

Amy Adams, who stars in the new movie 'Nightbitch,' opens up to PEOPLE about difficulties after she welcomed her daughter Aviana.